It isn’t even mid-day for me, really. I’ve been awake six hours. But it’s already been such a bad day, I just want to write this blog while I’m waiting for this processing job to run at work.
Yesterday was really dumb. There was exactly one Uber fare in over an hour. That is not helping my financial situation. I finished that, and worked my shift at the Library which was actually nice. We had productive discussions and meetings, and I made good progress on my tasks. But I had to leave early, for the stupidest reason.
I was almost out of insulin, so I called the pharmacy to refill my prescription. It turns out that my doctor is no longer a doctor for whatever reason, so there was no way to refill it! And I had barely one day left of insulin, so I really needed the refill to be done. I had to go to an urgent care, which of course costs a small fortune, to find a doctor that would see me the same day to have my prescription refilled. Madness!
And since that was my all-nighter day, I was so tired by the time I arrived home, I wasn’t able to do anything on my personal list. No writing, no sketching, not even a chat with friends.
I woke up this morning determined to have a better day.
That did not happen.
I’ve been going pretty well at my Library work and I’m happy with that. But I picked up a conversation from Saturday about personal matters, and one of my very best friends said something that really upset me. It really made me just absolutely awful. I’m already emotionally raw about that situation. I will write a full article on all of that, and have already started a draft, but my processing job just finished and I need to get back to that work.
Here’s hoping this evening goes better…